When life seems to be more than just a “bitch”
At this point of my life I thought that I would be happy,careless, restless, and most important being excited to know that I am about to graduate. No, recently life has been slapping me in the face making things hard not easy. Nothing has been able to go right at this point, my love life has been on the verge of being destroyed multiple times all due to one person. School has been a living hell to go to, not to mention that my social life feels like a complete failure because frankly I don’t hang out with anyone but my girlfriend. I know that isn’t necessarily a bad thing, but I miss those days that old friends would hit me up so that we could chill and have some BBQ, or go have a guys night out at the park so we can work out till’ we drop. Now I just feel like a loner at school with nothing to really look forward to. The days just pass by while I stare at the sky hoping for something to change that will make me happy like I remember being. The saddest part is that when I go to school there are days when I seriously try to be happy, but then I realize that I am just lying to my self. Now there is a chance I might not go to prom GREAT! Going to the NAVY, or going back to Cali doesn’t seem like a bad idea anymore.
