So Tempted

I learned my lesson the hard way. Now, the tables have turned on me. I can finally taste the bittersweet love that you would always talk to me about. I would never care to listen because I never cared to look at it through your eyes. I never noticed how they were full of hurt and wanting for me to change what took me 2 years to realize. Now that I have I am the one that looks at you with the same eyes you used to stare at me with. I feel the pain of wanting love but not being able to fully grasp it because it seems like “you” don’t want my love. I am a scavenger for your touch, hug, kiss anything to make me feel like you still want to be with me.  The sad part is that whenever I receive that small portion of hope the next day it seems like it never happened and we are back to being strangers. The thought of moving on doesn’t seem as rewarding as everyone says, although you seem to be moving on fine with him. I will never be able to make you want to be with me once again. Till then I just need time to give up the fight.

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